It's How Life Is

Valentines day!, a day to celebrate the ones we love, the years we have spent with them. Do we really need a day for this? I cherish my husband everyday! I'm thankful for the things he does, the things he says and the way he is. I don't need one special day to do this. However that been said, i did buy him a card, i did wish him a happy valentines day and we will enjoy a nice meal together to celebrate the 11 yrs we have been together and the nearly 9 we have been married ! So my Darling Hubby, Because of you, I laugh a little harder, I cry a little less And smile a whole lot more! xx Happy valentines people. xox

 My grandparents on my fathers side, This was on their Golden Wedding anniversay, grandad would have been 100 now and grandma 96!  My husband dancing away on the old work bar, such fun in those days.  The only picture i have of me, my mom and my dad together!  My two gorgeous dogs Suki (collie) and Dexter (Jug)  My Great grandad on my moms side  Me and Hubby in Menorca Menorca family selfie! I have loads more that make me smile but these are my most fav today! Which makes you smile?

This week has been a long week even if i do say so myself. Monday i was in hospital after having a Laparoscopy a Hysteroscopy and a dye. So feeling a little sore, bruised and down. This has come after so far 5 years of not been able to conceive. Umpteen tests, medication, seamen analysis, scans, poking, prodding, miss given information and plenty of circles been run around! When we initially went to see the fertility consultant he said nothing wrong and was just classed as secondary infertility, nothing more they can do all we can do is continue to try and go for ivf as that may be the best option. So that's what we decided to do . We went abroad last year in august to Menorca a week away with the boys, sea, sun sand and bliss! It was a challenge to save as its something we are really not good at, but by may we had paid off the holiday etc and all spends were sorted and new clothes. This meant we would be able to save the  £4000 (ish) that we would need for IVF .  So we mad